do you like my mullet?
Bah, I'm so tired. I haven't been sleeping for the past few weeks. I've stayed up til 4:00 AM watching TV or on the comp. I don't know what's wrong. I can sleep and all, its just that I don't feel like sleeping. Well, I finally go to school tomorrow, spring break is over. This past week has been nothing but eggs and bunnys. Ah, I never want to see a chocolate egg again in my whole life, aswell as a damn bunny. I missed school today, so tomorrow is going to be a non stop fun pack of makeup work. Yay, I can't wait. -Eric

rawk
Duh dah duh.
I applied for a job (as artwork designer) in San Francisco, and if I'll get it I'll move to SF in June...omg, I want it so badly!
The new layout for my site is almost ready...it's so nice, I'm proud of it :)
- Glit

I am sleepy.
I have so much homework to do. I shouldn't be here, really. I have to read 80 pages of Native Son and do a project on Joan Baez. And I also have a bit of geometry homework. So I'm leaving.

Numchux

The American Ruse
Tamara switched servers, yay! We are all quite glad to be off pcisd. Crappy hosting service, arrg!

So, new things for The American Ruse that I know you all wanna check out. It's got less content, but I think it's still interesting. I'm on my second layout since the server switch.

The first layout was of Anthony Hopkins as Dr. Hannibal Lecter. The current one is of Billy Corgan. On the splash and main page it's pictures from the "Disarm" video, but on my journal, it's a picture from the "Today" video. Yay-ness. :)

Sorry I haven't logged in a while. :/ I've been paying more attention to my personal journal, which has been neglected for quite sometime. Dinked around with my site, e-mailing my Uncle Tom, and school. Ahhh.

I bought the book The Silence of the Lambs (by Thomas Harris) today. My arm (the inside elbow part) is itching like a bitch. I'm hungry.
sable

Umm, this place is kinda dead lately :(
I'm trying to make a new layout for my page but I'm braindead.
My left leg hurts.
- Glitter

Eeeek
my, this place seems empty... well okay here, lets see what's happenin' in the boring life of joey... well i love my guitar. my brother does too..the cool one..thats it though...no one else cares...no one else cares about that stuff though, even others that play music think strats are boring..dumbbbbbs. Every day i go i keep thinking how important music is going to be in my life, i have nothing else to go on, and yet everyday i realize how terrible i'm doing with it...no body really directly enjoys any of my songs, i can't write lyrics worth anything, its all a waste. it stays with me all day this feeling that its worthless, this feeling that i can't come up with a single song for someone to enjoy, i can't find a single song, even a single line that gives me satisfaction, its so frustrating, i look back and everything just looks the same, i'm not bringing anything new in, its all recycled, and then rerecycled through the band. the one thing i feel i'm good at, i'm not even relevant, i'm nothing. and it drags on through to everything else. nobody sees me and no body knows me, it sounds like the same 'ole teenage bitchfest but the fact that i know i have people that WOULD care if i could give a little more, i just don't know what i have. course i can rely on my music...oh wait, i can't. okay, enough of the negative blah blah blah.. now i can rant about other..music things... or not, anyway so i'm doing terrible in school and am falling behind any second. i don't even mind it. i'm obsessed with my fucking band and stuff, i couldn't care. blah blah you need to be able to make a living, fuck you, i'll do what i feel, at least things would be more enjoyable. but then i'm "just a kid", i've no idea what i'm talking about. i feel so trapped in that, in being just a feeble kid. i think i've got more to offer, but what do i know, right. and i'm growing more and more bitter towards everything, odd since i "went through that phase" in sixth grade. but people i use to admire and enjoy, i've grown tired off, i can't even talk to a lot of people, i feel so guilty for judging people like this, but i've been picking a lot of things a part negatively. and yet in all this all i can do is come rant on some internet bullshit. well i'm going to stop this rant now, i'll be glad to come back some other day and rant about more bull that no one wants to read/cares about/believes/etc. farewell -Joey

I'm so upset.
I wanted to rent a car this morning, but this guy tells me I need to get a permission from my home country consulate.
So I go the the Danish Consulate in Vienna, they browse thru my documents and say that I have to go to the Australian Consulate because I was born in Sydney.
Problem is, there isn't an Australian Consulate in Vienna, so they suggest me to go to the British Consulate.
The guys at the British Consulate give me a number (an Australian phone number!), tell me that I need to ask them to send the permission to the Danish Consulate in Vienna, and say "goodbye!".
Arghhhhhh!!!
I'm an European citizen, I'm not a criminal, I always pay bills and I have to wait for 3 months to get a stupid permission?!?!
- Glitter

Dr. Lecter On...
Ok, my first fanfic story [in a longass time] is up. Please go read it and tell me honestly what you think of it. Thanks.
sable

  Oh, ok, you archived. *calms heart*
  Teehee, fan fiction??? I've written two myself ... Buffy the Vampire Slayer. *shame* But that was back in 1998!
  I'm proud of this one, though: Twilight. And people like Can't Hide the Past (it's better written).

-Maria

I archived, Maria. It was just getting too long, and my internal instincts were telling me that I needed to archive, so I did.
sable

Dr. Lecter On...
Okie dokie.

Numchux- I LOVE your site! Very interesting, and well done!! You should be proud. :) (And if for some morbid reason, you're not, I'm gonna make you be proud, dammit.)

I've already seen Hannibal twice. I think it's a fantastic movie. :) If you haven't seen it yet, you should. I've started a site for some fanfic I'm writing (link above, if you give a shit). I've only done fanfic once in my whole life, but I'm not going to talk about that. Hopefully, this will work out...

I hate gym. It's such a competition. I'm not any good at sports, man. I just try my best, and I don't give anyone shit if they screw up, but everyone else seems to. It's like, just putting forth some effort is what counts. But if you screw up, they all get so fucking pissed off. It's like grow the fuck up, it's just a fucking game, and if you lose, it's not going to be the end of your goddamn life. Arrg.
sable

P.S. - I like the new layout, good job Maria!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH! WHERE'D EVERYTHING GO???? -Maria

rh is a god.
  I'm going to be at my father's the entire weekend. :( There goes my fun. Bye, guys.
  30cm, Glitter? Uh ... what's that like in American values? :)

-Maria